Thursday, March 17, 2005

School rant # 52689

Their are no words to describe my extreme unwillingness to haul my ass to school to get a few hours of studying done before my class. I put on my coat and as I'm putting on my boots I had the sudden urge to cry and stomp my feet and say "Mommy I don't want to go to school... please don't make me". The only difference is that nobodies home to encourage or motivate me to go and I am no longer in elementary or high school... so it is all on my own doing. My teacher won't call my house if I don't show up, I wont get suspended for missing too many days, and my school principle will definately not be harrassing me for a doctors note. I don't have to fake a fever or a headache either... I am having one of those fat and ugly days: my jeans are tighter then I would want them to be, my hair, unwashed feels yucky, and I am growing a big red pimple on my chin and a little one on my right boob (sexy huh?). All I want to do is stay at home in my grey sweatpants and Phils baggy t-shirt, sipping on tea and cuddling my dog til my boyfriend gets home! Is that too much to ask for?

Feeling guilty about being happy and relieved

I just received an email from my manager at work telling the staff she is moving on... I called it! On Wednesday, she would normally work with me doing her micromanaging thing that simply annoys the living shit out of me... I had thought about it all day and was fantasizing about telling her and her terrible managing skills off! Next thing you know, the owner calls me to tell me that Patricia is on "vacation" this week and won't be in! I was thrilled since that meant opening and closing up the gym at my own pace without somebody watching my everymove. (so I left early...hehe). They still pay me til 9 but I finished all the work at 8:30. I love making my own rules and not having someone delegate the crappy jobs to me... I clearly have a problem with authority. I love it when someone calls and says who's in charge? I say me! With those added perks, my salary has or will shortly be increased and I find myself being so busy that time flies by! But now I am curious: did she quit or did she get fired? Did she find something better elsewhere? Where? What?

Monday, March 14, 2005

Went to HMV on friday to use Phil's gift certificate. Bought three Cds:
1-The new Jack Johnson: he never disapoints me it is brilliant!
2-Forty licks: a double CD of the best of the Rolling Stones. I want to sing along to everysingle song but restrain due to my tone deafness. I must have listened to "you can't always get what you want" and "paint it black" twenty one times this morning while getting ready.
3- An old Beatles CD... before they made it big... 12.99$: can't go wrong
It's a great refresher to our good yet overplayed playlist!

I am drooling on my keyboard...

I like to think I'm adventurous when it comes to trying new foods. These days though, it feels as if we are always eating the same things with the same ingredients. Being a semi-veggie, our meals are pretty much vegetable, or seafood based... Anyhow, last night, we wanted a smaller dinner since we had breakfast at 5! We concocted some sort of sandwich containing avocadoe, swiss cheese, tuna, and pinapple(fresh one) on a five-grain organic bread! It was practically orgasmic! I am definately keeping that in our repertoire of quick and nutricous meals! To top our dinner off with another orgasm, Creme bruler!!!