Thursday, April 29, 2004

Wouldnt it be nice...

That is my official song of the week (or has it been two)... The Beach Boys.... I just put it onto my ipod so I listen to it at least once a day.... It makes me so happy

So spring is here (knock on wood... ah what do I care I am going to be on a beach in a week and a half)

I am feeling in a great mood tonight... just got back from the gym... ive been having great workouts lately. I should savor them now cause thats it for me and the gym for 2 months!

So I feel like I have so much to do in so little time... I am partying with friends tomorrow at Gogos... a little going away party... sunday is phil and I's last day off together so we want to plan somthing... I have various girly appointments next week, an appointment with the counselor on monday, have to get together with Patricia, my dad wants to have a supper and my mom too. Wow... jam packed few days to come

A mish mash of stuff...

After spending an awesome weekend... camping in the freezing weather, phils b-day... meeting his parents and so on and so forth... I did it again on tuesday... i feel helpless and totally out of control. I cant beleieve I did it especially after seeing the counselor on friday (which by the way was awesome and the sweetest lady) I feel like Im going to be able to really open up to her. And the sweetest thing is that Phil brought me there and waiting for me.
So Phil sensed that something was wrong... so he knows and its not like I was trying to hide it from him. I am tired of keeping things to myself.

So the trip is 7 days away!!! 1 week!!! wow... I am totally lost for words
Too many feelings all at the same time.

So my marks this semester havnt been that great: A- in nutrition, B+ in Finance and C in marketing... not knowing my Italian mark is killing me cause that could really hurt my 3.2 GPA

Now what stresses me out is the decision that I will have to make when I get back... finding a job? summer school? will I get accepted into HR? what about my McGill application? Regestering for next semester... continuing my counselling sessions...
Well I suppose this is why I need a vacation! I have to find a way to liberate my mind from all these worries (absolutely no sense in sweating this kinda stuff now... nothing I can do about it now)

my moms ugly boyfriend is totally creeping back into the picture