Thursday, December 16, 2004


This past couple of days have been somewhat draining. This outburst of paranoid thoughts and the trial to reach conclusions seem to have stopped for now. Good thing Phil didn't go through with his plans to call all his ex-girlfriends asking around for any signs of STDs. It's crazy how a five minute doctor appointment can lead to such silliness. It may be nothing but it could be something. Who knows? We will know in time. Once again, patience is required. Patience that does not exist in me.
I hate the words normal or abnormal now for that matter. Who decides what's normal or not? Those terms are quite subjective and not even slightly medical... gggrrrrr...