Tuesday, November 09, 2004

work, chocolate, and privacy

I have a four, 25 page assignments and massive amounts of reading to catch up on on my to-do list but my mind keeps wandering today... my eyes are dry and red, my brain in numb, and all my tummy wants is chocolate... as I should be working on my projects, all I want to do is sleep and if it wasn't for meeting one of my groups in an hour, I would have been in bed hours ago when my morning class finished... someone... help me get through this day... or better yet... through this never-ending semester...
things at "the apartment" are kinda stirred up... we have some new "rules" which I'm not quite sure are gonna be implemented and even at that I don't know if they are going to make us all happier... there is somewhat of an awkward feeling and NO MATTER what, I highly doubt I'll ever really feel at home... I hate to bitch and complain because Phil truly does a lot for me and it's so nice of him to let me stay with him... but I really want us to have our own place... just the two of us and BABOO!!! So much tension and anxiety will be relieved and that's not mentioning PRIVACY!!! wow... that is one word that had slipt my vocabulary...
Good news is, we have been quite active in the condo process... we went to that first informational meeting, then we went to the open-house this weekend and gave a deposit to show interest and tonight is another meeting regarding the finances... those bloody finances... I keep on telling myself not to get my hopes up but who am I kidding... they are sky high... just the thought of living with Phil alone in OUR place... not paying rent... decorating how we want... doing what we want... having so much privacy.... and so on... completely moving all of our stuff into one place symbolizes so much... how exciting...