Wednesday, April 21, 2004

A OKAY
Wow... reading over my writtings from yesturday I felt like I need to apologize... mainly to myself... I sounded so pathetic... probably cause today I am feeling much better. After writting yesturday, phil called and for the first time in a while (actually probably ever) we talked for a long time... I was feeling anxious, restless, and really down and he totally cheered me up. He is the best. THIS IS IT BOY THIS IS LOVE. so after our convo I felt like I could sleep and today was a good day... for no particular reason... dunno why but it has been filled of happy thoughts of phil and I. And I am feeling better and better about my trip and my counsellor appointment on friday. So all in all I am feeling so much better!!!